And so it begins...

Blogging. I have been 'blogging' all my life. I realize that the term blog came from 'web log.' Even so all that really amounts to is a way for people to publicly journalize their views, thoughts, and opinions. Maybe if I keep doing this for the next twenty years someone will actually read it. Maybe I'll end up being one of those internet sensations. Ya know? Make a cool million on the side. That would be pretty grand right? It would. You can't deny that if someone handed you a million bucks because of something you randomly wrote your life may be a little easier even if only for a second. Maybe thats a lie though. I guess if it ever happens I'll write a blog about it so as to pass along the actuality in that situation.

I am always so negative. I try hard not to be. I try really hard. It's almost inevitable. Like my mind is just wired to automatically turn south in any situation. Probably boils down to me being pretty dang selfish. At least thats how I negatively view myself. People that know me would say otherwise I'm sure, but you can only view the world from your own eyes.

I have certain opinions that when voiced with certain people I get attacked for for reasons beyond my understanding. I suppose this is how it is no matter when and what and who you exclaim these opinions too, but what the hell right? I am pretty sure that things will get better. They're getting better all the time (thanks John and Paul for this amazing and intuitive idea). Hmm, I just paused for a minute and read what I have written and can already see that this blog is turning below zero on the number line. I really do have good things to say and I really have good things in my life. Focus on the good. Maybe? Maybe.